Posted by: 2fatfriends on: September 19, 2009
Okay, so i have been feeling a little down this past couple of days. I don’t really know what brought all of this on but i’ve just been thinking about life latey, and i just feel incomplete. I feel like im just wasting life away and i dont know what to do about it. I feel like i’m stuck at a dead end job that im not going anywhere in, my love life is non-exsistent, and i feel a little empty inside rite now. I don’t really know how to put it in words, i’ve never really been good at expressing my feelings. I just dont know what to do anymore. I just watched the movie “i can do bad all by myself” and i loved it. But it just made me realize something. It made me realize that im not really living my life. That im just going through the motons to survive, and im tired of doing it. What i need in my life is change. And the only person that can change this is me , myself, and i. I think i just need to motivate myself more, ive never really been the perosn that you could count on to get somthing done intime. Ive always just kinda slacked off i guess you could say. But i dont want to be that person anymore. I want to be the perosn that always looks on the brighter side of things instead of always dwelling in the bad things. I need to do something with my life that is better than im doing rite now. I know i cant just change over night, and it will take some time. But somehow i will change this. Slowly by slowly it will happen. And i will see the light. And oneday i will be fully and completely happy.
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